I have now been home long enough to breathe, long enough to get back into school and long enough to want to shoot myself yet again.

School is driving me insane- I thought I hated Photography in high school... College is about 15 times worse. Anyway, I'm sure I'll get better, just the way I've always gotten better.

See already on my way.

Are in a freaking week. Seven days- six days- my bad, from now.

I'm going to flunk. I'm going to plummet. I'm going to fucking be bald by the time I'm finished with these tests, because I'm going to pull my hair out. *Sigh* So much for being calm and collected.

I think I'll go cry now.

Hope everyone else is doing okay.

I'm at UTA now. Beautiful campus. Beautiful people.

And somehow I am still bored out of my mind every day I get out of class.. I sit there for hours doing nothing- 0, zilch for hours- until my mother (god bless her and her hate for traffic) can come pick me up.

Tomorrow I'm taking a trip back to the Academy for laughs and for my sanity. I miss that place more than anyone can know (though I can't say the same about some of the people).

So, to those freinds who are there, I'll see you tomorrow- today- the 6th. To those who have moved on, you better NOTE ME! You know who you are.

Destini Barron, a freind, a sister, a smiling face, and teh light for many-

The last time I saw you, you smiled and told me to get to class as a joke. That smile is what got my through psychology, and made me happy to be around you. Though I feel now like I didn't know you that well, I hope you are in a better place. We need people like you on Earth, people that aren't afraid to smile and laugh. You will be greatly missed, and never forgotten because you would of never forgotten us.

May You Rest in Peace, My Freind.

Blessed Be, Kris

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So today was much better...

Found out that the whoel art thing- completely rigged.

A teacher from one of the school's walked around with the judges. All of his students won a big award.

One of my teacher's talked with the judges afterwards and thought my concentration (religion) for my portfolio was an excellent choice. Point for my good scale.

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My best freind told me she loves me. As in, I LOVE YOU, you idiot- why can't you see it?!

And I blushed like a school girl and almost died.

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And then I found that awesome game on one of my FavArtists sites.

SO my day was better than yesterday. Other than not knowing about college and stuff. *shrugs* I'll get there eventually.

I worked out a deal with mom. If I get a scholarship- I'll go. If not, I'm taking a year off of school to work. Sounds like a bad idea? I don't give a crap.

Not only would it give me time to do what I want, it'll give me an opportunity to save some money and maybe move out.

ANYWAY, yay. I'm outta here.